Tight Circularity

I

I live in the New World,
I live in space,
real human being and real butt scientist.

Every time an angel cries, the stock market rallies
for God's sake, someone scribble another poem about a sprouting flower.

II

“We write out of revenge against reality, to dream and enter the lives of others."
'It is not possible for you to sink lower than the infinite light of Christ's atonement shines.'
"To grab your own leg as a foreign object and to ponder
and to photograph. I think it is very profound."
'It would be pitiable if a man couldn’t follow an argument & shifted the blame
away from himself, hating and reviling reasonable discussion'
"If you are caught in Satan's trap of pornography,
remember how merciful our beloved Savior is."
'year of sexting and frustration, year you lay armfuls of begonias 
in her lap, year you folded her hands across yours'
"The Lord sees weaknesses differently than he does rebellion."

III

[crawls back into the womb]

Not by wrath does one kill, but by laughter.
The man of knowledge must be able not only to love his enemies
but also to hate his friends, for each ecstatic instant
we must an anguish pay in keen and quivering ratio to the ecstasy.

The Millenial star, Kate chooses apostasy:
We have already gone beyond whatever we have words for,
in all talk there is a grain of contempt. The family
is the original fascist unit. We are shaped by our thoughts.
We become what we think. When the mind is pure,
joy follows like a shadow that never leaves.

IV

Welcome to Berlin, everyone here wants you dead
and there's an implacable scent of death in the air.
Load Universe into Cannon. Aim at brain. Fire.
I began to have fantasies of becoming very powerful
and stopping everyone from having sex.

Dear future children (if I buy you):
I promise your life will not be like the plot
of a TV show. The currency of Cis
people is violent, deadly gender enforcement.
It is their lifeblood.

And their god you can still become,
everything you were created to be. Don't
make excuses. Don't wait for a more convenient time.

V

Is the placebo effect getting stronger, or is it just me?
Consumption is the fuel on which this system depends,
[so] how can [it] take place without running
counter to the interests of liberation? Dig up

one sad dimension (is mercifully extinguished):
timelapse video of you at home, the things in the room
disintegrate to ash but you don't. You stay the same
horrible person you've always been: spiders, dummies,
and a whole lot of memes who want to go 3rd person

VI

The phrase "white trash" exemplifies the prejudice of the postmodern
era, which is primarily classist but historically based on race. My youth
pastor listens to dubstep. Mondays are God's punishment
for what we did on the weekend. Momentum lost,

momentum never gained
in the same building
that have different floor numbering schemes.
Sorry guys my life has been taken
over by rust.

Eat. Sleep. Craft. Repeat.
Welcome to our community of reality expats.
This is what happens when you give every kid a trophy for just showing up.

Gathering and showing more always and with velocity,
Big Data - it's not just a buzzword. It's here to stay.

I live for the moment when I drag a foot-long, eyeless newt
out into the light of day so everyone can point at it and marvel...
the thing I feared was exactly the thing I needed to grow

Styx&Stone

My friend is wheeling a grill he found
in the trash back to his house
and I am imagining as christ with his cross.
I also like rocks and there's a subset of the industry
that's just like "naw, we ain't about your
corporatized misogyny". In retrospect,
this would probably make a better NPC
and occasional antagonist:
let your demons control you.

imho people trying to throw rocks at god are stupid.
He lives like 100ft in the air you need a gun,
for in him dwelleth all the fulness of the Godhead
bodily. Feeling: If you're talking about codeine,
then I will worship whichever supernatural figure is responsible.

I've successfully sustained a human life for 4 months
using only my body, sorry if I consider myself a goddess,
I'm just being honest...then doesn't that imply God
is some kind of anti-vaccine, pro-disease jerk,
whereas Satan is a Prometheus-like heroic figure?

Why? many people achieve very little
despite spending most of their time.
A priest and a rabbi walk into a bar.
They order some wine and have
an enjoyable evening. Oh! the little fly
drunk at the urinal of a country inn,
in love with rotting weeds, a ray of light dissolves him!
When I die, sprinkle my ashes in the half pipe
during the x games. Make sure they get in Tony hawk's eyes.
I want him to fall. I've never really thought about this until just now,
but birthdays are like how many years
it's been since you left home.

I do not know much about gods;
but I think that the river is a strong brown god
The value of any coin isn't determined by what it's made of
but by the image stamped on it. Same with you.
Whoever controls his mouth protects his own life.
Whoever has a big mouth comes to ruin.
you can sequence human DNA to any animal.

Meet Logan, he's an openly gay Mormon who doesn't like broccoli.
Mormons can eat broccoli though. Southern charm is absent here.
Instead, they have a soul-sucking, ravenous pit that's hungry

for human life. My stick figure family is just a decal of an empty fridge.

 we have seen the man; forgive us for lingering. 

the children are the new daises 

from which we observe&speak fury&weighted light.

Hypothetically, when is the right time to tell your divorce attorney 

that you've never been married and you love spending time with him?

a list of all of you because of that.

I sleep . . . . I sleep long.

I'm trying to be like Jesus

through me many long dumb voices,

increase your productivity with fetal position.

I like knowing that we are unlimited, 

like tap water and sadness.

With the click of a button, you can access

 whatever your heart desires. That’s the key

—what does your heart desire?

Illuminating all the motionless world of time between, 

Peyote solidities of halls, backyard green tree cemetery:

There are cruel things I want to say but I self-censor 

because I don't want to hurt people, then I feel small.

What doesn't kill my vibe only makes it stronger

during sex, which is an incredibly complex system

of DNA integration from 2 systems. 

All beliefs require element of faith.

In vain the plutonic rocks send their old heat 

against my approach; Bible is accurate

in mathematical equations. 

Mathematicians aren't sure what exactly pi is. 

Its something we made up. I'm looking for approval 

from individuals who couldn't care less about me.

Points programs. Preferred shares. 

Anti-discrimination policies. Logos.

and it comes with a rare full honey

-shaded moon.